
An Internal Journal


Trying to live my own life… sorta.
witch-fairy-queen human person. i think.

It’s me, hi, I’m the problem… and the solution.
I finally understand what fighting for love is, and then I get a whole new sense of myself.

Who knew love meant discipline?
Get your mind out of the gutter.

I can’t keep living in my head…
life is on the outside. of control, of my head, of my walls.


Purpose, joy, love.
Annoyingly, my name is Amanda, and means "beloved"...

If I’m being honest about my life so far…
There are things I want more control over, and there are things I need to let go....

“I’m born. I die. I’m born.”
If you're a "Doctor Who" fan too, hi. It's day... well this post took a few days to write, but it's Day 10 of an Enneagram-based journal.

Did I fail to talk about… failure?
Not sure if I'm journalling this thing right... I'm supposed to come to the conclusions I already am at... yeah?
