
Category Notes for Myself


For the rest of 2025…
As a book project comes to an end, I get to choose how I want to live the rest of the year. And maybe the rest of my life.

Trying to find home in people and purpose
It's 2:49 am on a Saturday night / Sunday morning and yeah, I'm awake typing instead of being asleep.

Here are my problems
When you choose to be responsible, you get to choose differently.

Memento Mori
Remember that you die.
It seems that the deeper I go, the darker I seem, the lighter and brighter life is.

Reminders and boundaries for a relationship.
I'm in bed, just past midnight, and there is something I need to say about relationships.

I want to write.
I am overwhelmed by desire while on the train, and this needed to come out.
The television show is Bridgerton, by the way.

Changing my name
I’ve changed my name before. Legally changed my name. I did everything to update my identification cards and financial accounts, made new email addresses, shifted everything over… and I’m about to do it again. I was born Lui Natasha Amanda.…
