Hello cruel world! Ok no, I’m just being dramatic for no reason. HELLO WORLD!! Hi. Amanda here checkin’ in. Rain forecasted too, in the cloudy grey skies above.
I’m sitting here — here is Paris Baguette, in Changi Airport’s Terminal 3 — and Jarrod’s across from me. He’s working, reading a book and making notes, and I’m here on my blog braindumping because we woke up really early to come here (with a detour to IKEA for breakfast) and I didn’t get a chance–no, i did… I did a very short Morning Pages journal entry, just scribbling my dreams and what I think they mean.
I’ve been very hyper this morning on the ride over, biting and cuddling and hugging and pouting and jumping and running and singing. Is this what happens when I don’t journal?
Oops. I just closed all my open apps, including this one.
Yup, this is what happens when I don’t journal all the scrambled eggs in my head.
So, whatcha need brain?
to-do corner
here’s a bunch of stuff i’ll do sooner or later, tossed here for future refere–who am i kidding 😀
Tossing these here so the brain empties.
243 bbea5 removal (done)
client has ended the contract, so time to take down the advertisements for sale.
fpa closure
clients have decided not to renew, so i need to track
- website removal
- data clearing
- username deletion
- social media profile closure
- protonmail closure or disconnection (done)
- gmail closure
continue plugin activation
websites include:
- meg
- wt
- bsre
- t26lc
- ja
website check and update (done)
for kean, tammy, mes, meg (done)
dbd and ts closure
websites, storage, gmail accounts
Other things include
13 magical nights — 12 magical nights (13 magical wishes)
do i want to do this? can i come up with 13 wishes, things i could be responsible for, for next year? it starts tomorrow night.
if yes, this also can go on the witchy therapy website
copy over mes to meg
copy and improve where needed.
create for witchy therapy
the tarot side of life has energy that wants to move. i need to move with it.
move the26letterscompany website forward?
can’t tell if future book projects are mine or for clients, but this will need to go up if needed
book for apm client
more typing, more sending, some beeping, and more editing
book for plm client (three pages added)
i need to figure out their system and concepts, then blast that book content out. then if they want to change, the change happens.
The books need to come first, and when I get tired, the rest can happen.
Okay, time for a walk
some time later… arughhh!!
frusrated. frustrated because things aren’t making sense.
- i let the frustration move, rise up and take over
- and then i open space, and say it’s okay
- in frustration, anger, shame: i can’t do this! it means i’m not enough!
- i hug her tightly, with so much love
- frustration dissipates into the air
- i am left calm, loving, loved
that’s okay. let things not make sense. make sense of of what you can now. we can write in parts. then stitch things together later.
that’s how every book is made. that’s how things get sorted out.
an hour and 20 minutes later, I wrote three pages.
There are two screenshots of graphs, so make that maybe two pages, but i moved.
Now there’s a ten-minute break before we move off to look for food.
I get to come here, maybe check off another to-do. take down the 243 bbea5 maybe?
Yup, there’s a new agent, and the client has decided to drop the price. From $680,000 to $665,000. They’ll get more calls, especially when a recent sale was $655,000. I wish them well. Ad taken down, listing removed, ad deactivated.
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Image of a bookmark, cross-stitched to show a beach, by y x from Pixabay.
